Help Miko still crying at nite....yesterday the whole day only nap once. What happened? My mum is feeding her every hrly now and she still like that. Miko is so tired...you can see it from her eyes but yet she just doesn't want to go to bed. Seeing her this way really pains your heart. Let her eat rice cereal ended up she's "blowing" out when she had enough. Gosh...Adore wasn't like that at all...this Miko is so different. She lost her smile, she's too tired to smile I guess. At 12 mid-nite, we woke her up letting her drink the cereal milk with my EBM but she didn't want. She struggled as if someone tries to kill her...even adding FM doesn't help. Guess by this time she's too tired to drink. However, this morning at 5.30am she woke up crying again. This time she's hungry and also wet her whole body.

Adore still don't want to toilet train, she will rather hold her urine until she can no longer hold. We told her we're bringing her to the toilet and she just keep saying "no no toilet" "no no potty" "bye bye"...She's holding to her butt and yet she just don't want to pee. I'm trying to get more training pants for her but OOS...sighz...now I can only order one colour x 3 sets gosh. I'm not in a hurry to train her just want to make her comfortable before going to school next year that's all.

This morning my mum called me and let Adore answered the phone. Guess what she said? "Mummy, comfortable wor" :O is my reaction...she can say this word? My mum told me cos she can't find the remote for the aircon and didn't off it. Adore walked in and said "wow....comfortable leh" aiyo...

Now I more or less settle with Adore's coming birthday celebration. Just want a small party and not troubling anyone. I just want everyone to be happy like Adore =P my beautiful princess who's turning very pretty now after getting the medicine from the polyclinic for her skin. You can see her face shimmer.